All I think about is how alone I am.  But, the physicality of it is I live with two other people.  I have regular  lunch and dinner companions.  I have friends that I talk to daily and weekly.  So it’s difficult to keep up all these relationships and maintain my sense of being alone, therefore I try to shut them out.  Austerity totally annoys me, but I realize the virtue and common sense involved in being penurious. Venus in Virgo is not know for it lavish spending, but with the trine to Mars in Taurus, quality items with a feel of luxury make good sense to the earthy Virgo Venus.  Someone once told me they would rather pretend that they are wealthy, than face reality and live like a pauper.  Sound advice most of the time, but during the visits of Saturn reality crashes in and disturbs everything.  Today I will pretend I’m rich!  Tomorrow is soon enough to face the strict discipline Saturn will Impose.

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